Same Resolution, Different Me

If at first we don't succeed.....yes, that's how I begin every new year! What's the resolution ladies? LOSE WEIGHT! How are we going to do it? EXERCISE AND EAT RIGHT! Is it going to be easy? HELL NO! Are we going to give up? Yes, as usual. But the good thing is there's always next year.... Don't give up! Never give up! Get back on that wagon and drag it all by yourself if you have to but DO IT! That's what's different this year, me. I'm more determined than ever to put Will Power to the test....and let him succeed! Not sure why this year is so different, it just is. I'm different. However, it could be the fact that my husband recently lost 100 Lbs--that's right I said 100 Lbs! WOOT WOOT! And I'm the one that got him to do it! Yeah, I stopped laughing about that one after a few weeks. Could also be the fact that I'm getting oh so closer to the infamous 40 marker----EEEEK! Funny, I don't feel old but when my mother was 38, boy did I think she was old! Could be that my kids are wearing me out and stressing me out and I have no outlet other than screaming at them and freaking out---they love that. So what's the answer you say? YMCA---that's right ladies, we've had the membership for year and only use it upon occasion. But different me goes to the gym. She works out. She uses the gym to work out her aggressions, regrets, depression, PMS, fat girl rage---you know it's real! So different me is hoping for a different outcome this year. Different me wants to start FEELING GOOD again and reconnect with the petite flower that resides within. Happy New Year!